Seira's Desk

page 29 of 366

2012-01-29T17:34:00.002+07:00

gw kehilangan keberanian untuk ngajak orang jalanlol

LJ walking

2012-01-16T14:09:00.002+07:00

lagi 'jalan-jalan'. biarkan gw meninggalkan jejak"To let go isn't to forget, not think about, or ignore. It doesn't have any feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn't winning or losing. It's not about pride. It's not about obsessing or dwelling on the past. It isn't about loss and it's not defeat. To let go is to cherish memories, but to overcome them and move on. Letting go is

page 16 of 366

2012-01-16T13:28:00.004+07:00

sometimes, you didn't forgive people.you just love them enough to let it go

vice versa

2012-01-10T09:42:00.004+07:00

gw sendiri sebenarnya juga jarang ngomong dan berhubungan ama Randy, orang yang gw claim sebagai teman paling lama, sahabat yang ngerti gw.trus kenapa gw harus sebegitu sedihnya ketika gape ga mau lagi ngomong dan berhubungan ama gw?...mungkin karena biasanya gw lah yang nyuekin orang, bukan sebaliknya.

page 9 of 366

2012-01-09T19:07:00.001+07:00

am I a good daughter who always follow what my dad told me tooram I too lazy to catch my own dream?

page 8 of 366

2012-01-08T05:10:00.001+07:00

'how can I love when I'm afraid to fall'christina perri - a thousand year

Kornelius R. Tarigan

2012-01-08T04:17:00.003+07:00

just because today is Kornel's birthday, I want to write about him.his name is Kornelius Rasninta Tarigan. yes, we have a same family name but we aren't family in blood related mean. He's younger than me, 1 year to be exactly.i knew him since our first year in Junior High, SMP Negeri1 Binjai. I was in 1-7 while he was in 1-5. That is why we weren't close before. but we became 'neighbour' in the

lagu favorite

2012-01-03T21:38:00.003+07:00

lagu yang beberapa hari ini suka di repeat di palylist. kebanyakan korea sih, hehe. yah, siapa tahu ada yang minat.infinite - fixed starsnsd - diamondakb48 - heavy rotation (versi indo-nya, jkt48, dipake buat ost iklan pocari sweat)adele - someone like you (lagu sejuta umat)ost heaven's postman - rainy day (lupa penyanyinya) >> susah nyari link individunya.kebanyakan lagu ballad sih, lagi

random

2012-01-03T21:29:00.003+07:00

sedang mood untuk nulis. hehe. ehm, mau nulis random ajalah ya..gw lagi di Waddaddah, cafe kecil di sebelah Gegerkalong Asri Hotel. tempatnya pewe. aa'nya baiiiiiikkkk banget. teh susu ama kopi susunya enak. kentang gorengnya juga. tapi roti bakarnya bukan tipe mulut gw, rasanya aneh. dan yang jelas, wifinya muanteeeep banget! 10 menit lagi semua donlotan COO gw yang berjumlah hampir 2 GB beres

_naput

2012-01-03T21:20:00.002+07:00

let me talk about _naput, one of my bestie on twitter.1. I called her 'emak'.want me to tell you why? okay here's the story. first, idk but I called papa. so when you see me tweet smth abt papa, it's not my real father but yunho. second, I called every yunho bias in my tlist with mama, mommy, eomma, or smth lke that. third, _naput is yunho bias. so, you know it. but as much as I have another '

page 3 of 366

2012-01-03T21:09:00.002+07:00

page 3 of 366there's no more "dit, kata gape..." or "pe, kata adit..."they should talk to each other.me and gape?ah, we just have that silent-mode-on friendship. it's not permanent, I believe (and I hope).^^

too early for april mop

2012-01-03T20:54:00.003+07:00

I got a text yesterday from Julio. it said " temen2 Julio, ini orang tua Julio. Julio sudah pergi meninggalkan kita semua. saya mita maaf sebesar besarnya kalau dia pernah buat salah, atau salah bicara. tadi malam jam 22.30 pagi dia pergi....."T___________________________________________________________________TI just woke up when I received that message. I was crying instantly. I meant, it's

2012-01-01T14:53:00.002+07:00

happy changing year.semoga tahun ini jadi tahun penuh berkah buat kita semua.amiiiin \o/

so long

2011-12-23T11:23:00.001+07:00

“Be yourself. I don’t believe in forever, I’m always prepared in ending. I hope before that day, you can help yourself.If we ever break up, then I hope we can still have that lasting memory; if not, then I hope we never change.”J.Law to Kiriobcoz tbh, I don't believe in forever either. It sounds so long.and oh, Jlaw and Kirio are gay couple.

he is

2011-12-22T04:40:00.002+07:00

Gape itu ...pengganti kakak yang ilangseorang abang yang ga pernah gw punyasebagai kembaran yang selalu gw pengindifferent kind of loverforever soulmatemiss you so much, dear c:

Happy Mother's day

2011-12-22T03:38:00.003+07:00

exactly one second after I posted my post, I remembered that It has 22nd of December, Mother's Day. So here it is, a post for my mom.She's 54 y.o this year. old yes but she's still beautiful. she's tall, white, egg-shape-look face, big teeth (dad always make fun of this) and lovely.mom's the only one say yes to me. she never say no to me. always support me for whatever decision I made. she always

22nd of December

2011-12-22T03:18:00.005+07:00

The time I feel like holding a stone is the time that I'm sure I'll get a fever. Exactly like how I feel now. I hope I don't get sick. not now. not when I have a lot of stuff to do.Didn't got any progress with my skripsi. But I only have a paragraph to change and my first chap will done. yaiy! but still a lng way to finish it. I hope I can catch the deadline.I can't sleep. or maybe not. My bed

16th

2011-12-16T16:20:00.002+07:00

klo orang sering ga bisa mikir atau badmood atau lemes karena kurang/ga tidur, maka gw adalah kebalikannya. otak gw lancar mamen! pencerahan untuk latar belakang skripsi langsung dateng. mood gw juga bagus, seneng gitu rasanya. trus gw ga lemes, bahkan ga lapar. aneh ya? berarti permasalahan gw selama ini, badmood-lemes-males, mungkin justru karena gw kebanyakan tidur.besoknya, karena gw ga enak

2011-12-12T11:29:00.000+07:00

cuma pengin ngeluh. bosen. capek. males.

first, middle, last

2011-11-13T11:50:00.003+07:00

tadinya gw mikir, ketika seseorang memberikan sesuatu yang bersifat terakhir ama lo, mau itu tetesan terakhir Cola yang dia minum, potongan pizza terakhir yang sedang dia nikmati atau bakso terakhir di mangkoknya, berarti dia nganggap lo sesuatu yang, apa ya namanya, sesuatulah pokoknya. karena meskipun dia sedang menikmati sesuatu yang dia suka dan kemudian dia ngebagi the last bit buat kamu, ya

you

2011-11-10T23:56:00.001+07:00

you're real but not in my world.

soulmate

2011-10-16T07:52:00.004+07:00

for me, we're soulmate. I'm the mate and your the soul. that's why you can go, but I can't. because I can't live without my soul.you can leave me Agave Trifosa Situmorang, but I will stay. forever.I'm sorry if I'm not fulfill what you want, I'm that selfish bitch.

Talking to The @mjjeje

2011-10-15T16:58:00.002+07:00

I tell him almost everything that happened in my daily life.From something important to unimportant.From something plotly to randomly.Though...I know he didn't understand what I said.He didn't know what it means.He wouldn't reply me.But I know he reads it, every single I tweets that I sent.I know he 'hears' me.And he wouldn't judge me.The fact he would never reply me is something that I love.p.s

we had it

2011-10-08T21:50:00.003+07:00

“There’s no such thing as forever. Everything has its time… And when it ends, I think we just have to be glad that there was at least a time we had it. “- taking chances-kata-kata yang di atas bikin gw (makin) sadar kalo gw harus menghargai semua yang gw miliki sekarang. karena hal yang gw miliki sekarang ga akan selamanya, jadi selagi gw memilikinya, ya harus dihargai. keluarga, sahabat, teman

September 24th 2011

2011-09-24T14:23:00.003+07:00

dari kemaren makanan yang gw makan selalu ga abis. nasi goreng cuma 1/3, ayam kecap cuma beres ayam ama tempenya doang. daripada buang makanan gitu terus, baiknya hari senin gw mulai puasa /nods.sekarang gw ngerti perasaan HoMin ketika ditinggal pergi JYJ. bukan berarti JYJ bermaksud meninggalkan HoMin, mereka cuma bermaksud ninggalin SM. tapi dengan 'menyisakan' HoMin disana gw rasa HoMin,

Ryanda Andrika

2011-09-20T16:26:00.003+07:00

Itu salah satu nama kakak gw waktu SMA. huruf R pertama di drhR :), inisial para kakak yang gw sayang.Kost gw ama Kak Ry itu depan-depanan. dengan koneksi abang kos dan hasil sering nongkrong klo malem2 di depan kost, jadinya bisa kenal ama itu kakak. yah, namanya baru kenal/tau, pasti kesannya pendiem apa sombong gimana gitu. tapi setelah mulai deket, ga juga koq. meskipun Kak Ry agak2 kartak

kuliah. keluarga. teman. fandom

2011-09-20T14:16:00.000+07:00

ga ada yang beres.lol.nasibmu, ika :)

Strange

2011-08-24T13:27:00.001+07:00

Is it strange if you feel bloom when you meet someone who is totally new and kind of never meet you face to face? Is it strange when your heart beat moving so fast when you read every line of her conversation? Is it insane when she gave you a kiss icon then your face turn to red and make you smile all day. Or is it crazy when you decide that you in love with her… You guess is fine there’

2011-07-25T12:31:00.001+07:00

"Sometimes there is not a right choice; sometimes you just have to make the choice that causes the least harm, but in the end, somebody always gets hurt""...you have to know that love doesn’t last forever, and the people we love the most are the ones we end up hurting the most"The Fight About Nothing Chap 26

Saengil Chukhahamnida, Ayu eonnie :)

2011-06-15T08:52:00.001+07:00

She should be 24th years todayBut she has stop aging since 12th yearsHappy birthday Fitri Ana Yunita Tarigan, my dearest lovely sisterMay you rest in peace ...p.s : I miss her so much!

When I Say I Love You

2011-06-11T09:57:00.002+07:00

suatu pagi beberapa minggu yang lalu, gw sms-in orang - orang di rumah yang isinya :'I love you, dad' buat bokap. | 'I love you, mom' buat nyokap. | 'I love you, sister' buat adek gw|dan balasan dari mereka :'Kau kenapa, kak ika? stress??' dari adek gw | bokap langsung nelpon 'uang jajan nya abis?' | nyokap nelpon sorenya, ngajak ngobrol bentar tapi ga ada nyinggung dikitpun tentang yang gw

Never Again

2011-06-10T18:43:00.001+07:00

...'Can you live without me?’ Yoochun had asked Jaejoong one afternoon.Jaejoong looked up from his book and gave the question some thought.‘Can you live without me?’ He countered.‘Don’t stall. I’m seriously asking.”‘No, I can’t.’ Jaejoong shrugged and went back to his book.‘Beeeeeeeeep! Wrong answer!’ Yoochun told him and grabbed his book as penalty.Jaejoong raised an eyebrow at Yoochun.‘What

2011-05-24T22:09:00.002+07:00

lebih sulit menyadari ada orang(s) yang sayang padamu daripada menyadari bahwa kamu sayang pada orang lain...bingung? coba dibaca ulang :D

just saying

2011-05-20T11:21:00.003+07:00

It doesn't matter what happens in the future, my past will always have you in it.When I smile, you cry. When you laugh, I bleed into my sorrow. My yes will always be your no, and my eyes will only see black and white while yours see colors; red, blue, green. Silver. Gold.You broke my heart when you're supposed to cherish it. I stomped on yours when I should have held it gently. We want and

2011-05-12T09:14:00.000+07:00

Life was just way too long to live by yourself, alone. It didn't matter if you were strong or not, you needed someone to share your burdens with. Someone to share that happiness with.- My S -

Left Hand

2011-05-11T21:20:00.000+07:00