Tuesday, February 14, 2012

dear siti karina tarigan,

stop looking down on yourself. you're great, you know. you care for your friend, you have your own creativity, you are strong, you maybe aren't pretty but you are beautiful in your own way. so why you live in such a 'dark' world nowaday, hm?

it's okay to feel weak. hug someone if you need it. bang della's room if you feel lonely, she'll welcome you. call you friend or text at least. do not drown yourself in you dongbang world. they're exist but not in your world.

you could get back into 'ika' or 'sitkar' or 'omos' or 'karina' or maybe no. it's okay. as long as you are still siti karina tarigan.

look for your own dream, it's not late at all. you can do whatever you want to do. dance as much as you want. write as long as your muse. be happy!

if you really believe that everybody has their own way to love other people, you might know that there will always someone, some people that love you.

and don't worry, your future hubby is in his way. maybe he isn't someone that you want, but believe that Allah gives what you need.

cheer up, okay? everything will be okay in the end. and i love you..

sincerely, the hidden siti karina tarigan

Thursday, February 2, 2012

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i miss the old me. but i don't even know how the old me was