I got a text yesterday from Julio. it said " temen2 Julio, ini orang tua Julio. Julio sudah pergi meninggalkan kita semua. saya mita maaf sebesar besarnya kalau dia pernah buat salah, atau salah bicara. tadi malam jam 22.30 pagi dia pergi....."
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I just woke up when I received that message. I was crying instantly. I meant, it's Julio, my opa and my (if only I can say best) friend. I was crying like no end.
In my head, every memories about him played like a movie.
... when we made welly's birthday present, round a round school and dorm just to got the best leave.
... when he played the piano and guitar for that present, but instantly it was for me when I said I want someone played for me.
... when he almost held me and swang me around when I told him that I'll go to Japan.
... when he held my hand when we went to cinema, just because we late and the light has turned off.
... when he bought me JCo. exactly everytime we went to Sun Plaza.
... when he accompany me when I was doing my assignments.
... when he listened my whiny - whiny voices.
and then I remembered that I kind of ignored him lately, felt annoying with his attitude. I felt 'bersalah' (I forgot the word suddenly).
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then I replied the text. "ini ga bohong kan?"
and ".... di jemput pilot keliling dunia mau nyari indomie rasa babi panggang. wkwkwkwkwwkwk. ini ceriaku apa ceritamu? hahahahaha. peace.."
I was like, eh o.O
aaaahhhhh, juliooooooooo! T___________T
he was just kidding and I have took it seriously. hah! I hate you! T___T
don't play about dead with me, okay. I cant handle it. Agape only ignored me and it feels like I'm dying. and talk about dead only make me really die..
love your friend
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